I'm pretty sure I'm PMSing. I'm in one of my, I don't give a shit funks. And I need to shake it off.
I have a pretty full work week ahead of me. I need to get on my sales, Master agrees. I really need to get this full time position when it opens up.
Master picked my new habit this week. It's cooking at least once a week. I plan to increase how often I cook as the months go along. I would really like the majority of our meals to be cooked at home, and as homemade as I can do them. This will be hard for a few reasons, cause I'm not a good cook, cause money is tight, and cause, if I do end up working full time, I won't have a ton of time. I plan to use lots of crock pot recipes, and the Freezer cooking methods (make a bunch of something, and freeze them). But, one step at a time. In order to get in the habit, I plan to start with the few recipes I know, and then build from there as we have money and such.
I have also REALLY come to appreciate the ways Master and I communicate with each other. We email nightly, and he reads my blog. As I said yesterday, I have a hard time with people, and Master is no exception. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm more comfortable with him than anyone, but I still struggle to talk with him about things, especially things that are really emotional for me, or things I'm feeling really shy about. So, I email him. Last night, I emailed him after sex. I love to do that. I asked him a few questions, and shared that theses were things I think of during sex. He seemed to think it was funny what I think of during sex, but I did find out a few things.
I love waking up to his emails, especially when he is awake enough to write a little more than normal. It helps that we don't see a lot of each other. Plus, Master isn't a huge person on sharing his feelings, so every once in a while, I get a little glimse into his mind, and I love that.
I had a great day with him yesterday, I'm spending today getting house work and Girl Scout stuff done. I got laundry caught up, and I still need to do the chin cage.
Tomorrow, while it will be busy, I get to look forward to play time with Master afterward! YUMMY!