Someone once said that the definition of crazy, is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.
I am crazy.
Every night, before I go to bed, I think of all the things I'm going to do the next day. I'm going to start the day off right, I'm going to do great at work, I'm not going to waste time, I'm going to get the house in shape, get on top of things, work out, study things, get things accomplished, make a difference, blah, blah blah.
What I actually do every day.
Hit snooze, scramble around in the morning, making myself grumpy, and flustered, I get to work, and give up right away, and feel like I'm spending the day just trying to get caught up, I get home, watch a show while I eat dinner, watch another show, and another, and a ton, lately I have been working on my side business, making crocheted, geeky hats, then I get tired, and decide I'll do things differently tomorrow.
But, that being said, I want to start making better habits, I need to start doing something different, trying something new.
I need to get our house in shape before Friday,we will have an exchange student staying with us for a week. I also want to start studying Wicca, I found an online group, that has a "Class" self study, to incorporate Christianity and Wicca, I want to start doing that.
I want to do so much but I feel like I never have enough time.
Things will change this week.
But for tonight, I'm going to veg out for the rest of the night and watch The Guild.
I wish I had time, and a decent enough computer, to play an online game like that.