I swear I have it.
I would say I'm just shy, but it's more than that.
It's part of the reason I have hard time with my sales at work, I start freaking out just at the thought of talking to customers about products.
I have a problem at church, because we are supposed to great each other twice during the service, shaking hands and such. I have mini panic attacks each time that happens.
I just have such a hard time interacting with people I don't know. I enjoy going to church, but if I'm alone (Master or DD not with me) I feel so out of place and lost.
I don't mind doing things like going to the gym, I can just put on my head phones and not interact. It's the places where I know I'm going to be expected to interact with people that give me panic attacks.
I said I'd fill in at another branch, I freaked out the night before.
Anytime we are invited to a function with one of Master's friends, I freak out.
I don't know why, I know I'm fine, I know that nothing can really happen, but I hate going into the unknown. I'm always worried about what others think of me.
I hate being this way, but I am. I don't know how to get past it.
Just another thing for me to work on I guess.
Also, found out today from the Boss Man at work, that there will be a full time position opening up, and from the sounds of it, he has his eye on me to fill it. So, I gotta push past my fears and get my sales up up up!