Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Blog Prompt: Why do I feel the need to change

Why do I feel the need to change.

This is something I am constantly doing, and it's because I want to be the best me I can be.

I know, that sounds cheesy, but it's true.  I'm constantly trying to be more organized, have a cleaner house, and better relationship with God, Master, family in general, friends.  I want to read more, work out more, be healthier, be smarter, have more time, feel more rested, do more, save more money, etc.  BUT!  I struggle with all of it.  Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it, if I should just go with the flow, would I enjoy life more? Stress less? But then, I get something in my head, about how life should be, and then I go changing more.  I have a feeling I'll be this way the rest of my life.  I feel bad for Master, cause he has to deal with me getting my crazy notions on how things are going to be, and he is stuck going along for the ride.  But I'm usually doing what I do to make our lives better.  I hope he understands that.

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