So, after my visit with a therapist on Thursday, I did not feel good about how it went. I didn't feel comfortable with him, there were things I wouldn't be able to tell him, and I didn't like his reaction when I told him about my job.
I asked a friend for advice on finding a therapist. She suggested that I do a search on line, using key words of what I was looking for, and then look at the pictures, she said a lot of times you can get a feeling based off of their photos.
So, I did a search, and found a page that listed local therapists, and I came across the therapist I saw about 14 years ago. I contacted her, and I had my first appt tonight.
It was a world of difference, I walked out feeling so much better, and hopeful.
I go back next week, and I'm looking forward to it. So glad I switched!
I have tomorrow off, and I'm really hoping it's like last night.
Master and I managed to get in some private time, and it was outstanding, I'm really hoping we get to do that again.