I woke up this morning in a funk. Not only in a funk, but feeling selfish. I was unhappy with everything. I want so much more. I want what I see that other people have. I want to have a M/s relationship like the ones I read about online. I want to not have to work anymore. I want all our debt gone. I want so much.
And normally I would feel selfish for feeling that way, but today I didn't. In fact, I kept getting more and more pissed. I was in a bad place.
I'm pretty sure it's PMS, but I just didn't give a shit. I was in a bad place mentally.
I gave in while I was at work and took my Happy Camper. And thank God it work! I was in a much better mood the rest of the day. So I was able to enjoy my lunch with Master and DD, make it through work, and, so far, enjoy my evening at home.
I ordered a cane last week. It came Monday, but we haven't had a chance to use it yet. I'm really hoping we get to break it in tonight!
If not, I may have to break out the Happy Camper again tomorrow.