I know I need to lose weight, I need to be healthier, eat healthier, be more active. And I should want to do it just to be healthy, be a better me. But you know what, that's not why I want to do it.
I want to do it to look sexy, to feel sexy, to be more bendy and flexible.
I want to be able to do Cosplay next year at Comic-Con
I want to be able to go to The Detroit Erotica Ball next year, and dress appropriately.
I want to be able to look better at MiRF.
I want men to want me and I want my Master to be proud that he has me.
Now I need to figure out how to remember that when I want to eat......