Thursday, September 22, 2011

Darn it!

So, I had this GREAT idea for a blog topic, even had part of it all figured out in my head.  I started tidying up the house for the night, and checking email and such, figuring, before bed, I would write my blog.

And now it's gone.

I have no idea what I was going to write about.

So, since I can't remember what I was going to write about, I'll write a bit about this.

I've started watching a show on Netflix called "Obsession"  It's about people with OCD.  Now, while I don't claim to be any where near as severe as the people on this show, I do suffer from OCD.  I pick at my skin, anything I view as a pimple, or possible pimple, I pick at.  Then, when it's a scab, I pick that.  I can keep at some, especially on my arms, for a long time, till they are really sore and bad.  I also have some Trichotillomania.  Usually in major stress, or if I find a pimple in my hair, I pull the hair around it, till I have a bald spot.

Now, I have never cut, but I have had urges to do so.  I refrain from that, and I have discovered recently, that being spanked, totally helps that.

I have started asking Master, when I'm feeling super stressed, to give me some spankings, and it totally helps me, and grounds me and centers me.  I love it.

I think that's all for now, I hope I remember what I wanted to blog about.  I will say, from now on, unless I'm someplace I can't get to my computer, I will blog right away when I have a great idea.

I am also interested in finding a way to have people ask me questions that I can blog about.  If anyone has ideas on that, let me know!


  1. If I don't write down my ideas when they are inspired, I tend to lose them. So even if I can't get to a comp, I try to scribble down the idea along with any major points or thought processes that led to it. (But I'm weird and always have a pen and pad near.) That way when I come back to it later, it's easier to expand on my original train of thought.

  2. I need to start carrying a pen and pad, not just for blog ideas, but for remembering things in general. It's funny, some things I can remember with no problem, but there is so much I can't remember when I need to! I'll be writing things down much more now!