Darn it!

So, I had this GREAT idea for a blog topic, even had part of it all figured out in my head.  I started tidying up the house for the night, and checking email and such, figuring, before bed, I would write my blog.

And now it's gone.

I have no idea what I was going to write about.

So, since I can't remember what I was going to write about, I'll write a bit about this.

I've started watching a show on Netflix called "Obsession"  It's about people with OCD.  Now, while I don't claim to be any where near as severe as the people on this show, I do suffer from OCD.  I pick at my skin, anything I view as a pimple, or possible pimple, I pick at.  Then, when it's a scab, I pick that.  I can keep at some, especially on my arms, for a long time, till they are really sore and bad.  I also have some Trichotillomania.  Usually in major stress, or if I find a pimple in my hair, I pull the hair around it, till I have a bald spot.

Now, I have never cut, but I have had urges to do so.  I refrain from that, and I have discovered recently, that being spanked, totally helps that.

I have started asking Master, when I'm feeling super stressed, to give me some spankings, and it totally helps me, and grounds me and centers me.  I love it.

I think that's all for now, I hope I remember what I wanted to blog about.  I will say, from now on, unless I'm someplace I can't get to my computer, I will blog right away when I have a great idea.

I am also interested in finding a way to have people ask me questions that I can blog about.  If anyone has ideas on that, let me know!

Fahrenheit 451

Ok, I know I should be ashamed for writing this about the movie, and not the book, given what both are about, but I just saw the movie, and I LOVED it.

I am a horror geek, I love all horror books and movies, and while this is not technically a horror movie (book), to me, it is the ultimate horror.

I don't want to go into too great detail, I don't want to spoil anything for anyone who hasn't read/watched it, but if you are a lover of books, please, at least, watch the movie.

I cried at the end.

I may go into more detail at another time, but it's 11:35, and I must call Master to say good night, and get to bed.  Just wanted to share a bit.

Followers?!?!

Ok, I'll admit, I've let my little blog go to the wayside.  There have been a few reasons for this.  One is because I'm busy, and I'm trying to learn to balance all of the aspects of my life, work, home, Girl Scouts, mother, wife, slave, etc.  So I've let some things go.  One thing I know I need to work on is not wasting time.  I also have totally slacked on my working out.

Another reason, and the main reason, as selfish and egotistical as it sounds, no one was reading it.  Master may read it now and then, but I doubt it.

So!  Imagine my surprise when I signed on today and found I have two followers!

That being said, I will try my best to post at least once a week, hopefully more often.

For now, I must go and get my chores done.